xthe%20behemothx said

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so i feel the need to come on here and put up some sort of defense for myself. as im sure you all could guess, im the fat guy who is being talked about non stop on this forum.

first of all, im not from long island. let alone do i know anyone in the band without remorse.

secondly, there are all these accusations floating around that i <i>intentionally</i> kicked the man. which is on ALL counts, false. honestly, i didnt see him. i didnt even know how close i was to any one on the floor. so i apologize for that mishaps altogether. i should be more aware of my surroundings. by that i mean, i should look first to see how close i am to anyone if im about to 'dance'.

to the guitarist from composted, i did NOT kick the man intentionally! by the time i turned around, mad people had swarmed to check on him. and i was actually standing there in fear because i legit thought the guy was probably dead. and i panicked. i didnt know what to do in the least bit. which is the truth. and the reason nobody saw me after that was because i had gone down the street to get away from the people who already had their minds made up about me and calm down. when i returned to the club, i actually took it upon myself to speak with the bouncers about the ordeal. and i was told that i wasnt allowed back into the club. to which i was bummed about. but i left without making a scene and returned to boston.

i realize that me coming on here is only going to add to the ridicule and rumors. and the bad mouthing will continue. ten fold, im going to assume. but i will say this, im sorry for everything.

-nxn

ps: yes, i may be TOO fat to kick that high. but i still did. kthx <3