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New site? Maybe some day.
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after two years of being clean. shit sucks. |
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dude there is still hope don't give up! |
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well i wasn't exactly clean. i would call it more like marijuana maintenance lol |
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i got jammed. really, really jammed. |
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Delicious relapse grab bag |
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Yea I bought one of those from this hispanic guy I know. |
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We should hang out more. As long as it's nose jam and not vein jam. |
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Then you probably don't want to hang out with me. Thats not to say I don't do the first. |
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It's cool we can still use vein jam like nose jam. |
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I probably wouldn't though thats the thing. |
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The bit at the beginning of Naked Lunch where he talks about his addiction really floored me. At the time, I'd never heard candor like that. Good luck. If you come to Texas, I'll introduce you to sheep rape -- it's such a high that most people quit all their bad habits just to rape sheep, once they've tried it. |
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Heroin smells like baby formula. Not that I would really know though. TSST! SNORT! |
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Probably because thats what they cut it with. |
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The bit at the beginning of Naked Lunch where he talks about his addiction really floored me. At the time, I'd never heard candor like that. Good luck. If you come to Texas, I'll introduce you to sheep rape -- it's such a high that most people quit all their bad habits just to rape sheep, once they've tried it. |
HOW MANY OF YOU HAVE HAD ANAL SEX? |
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this really does suck. i can't believe i relapsed. |
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probably after work. go down to the burg, pick up some new spikes and do it. i'm torn between not going and going right now. |
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That's why I would never mainline any drug. Heroin's a decent time, but I'd opt for pharmaceutical painkiller's instead. |
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That's why I would never mainline any drug. Heroin's a decent time, but I'd opt for pharmaceutical painkiller's instead. |
Agreed, but expensive as shit. |
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Sorry it had to happen. I wouldn't know, but shits got to be hard to put down. Thats why I would never touch the shit as I know I would love it. |
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I had stopped when I got jail/probation 3 1/2 years ago and was clean for a while. when i got out of the system last february(2008) i started drinking/smoking weed which was fine for a while then i don't know what triggered me the other day. I just wanted to do it really, really bad.
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Sorry to hear. I hope everything works out. Maybe after work you could make arrangements to stay with some friends who don't do it and could give you some positive reinforcement? |
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Yea I could do that. I just hate this teeter-tottering feeling i have of "oh well i already relapsed so what will one more time hurt" and "man i don't need to be doing this shit"
SUCKS |
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Go with the "don't need to be doing this" feeling and spend some time with friends who can help you through it, dude. You'll be much better off. |
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that's a dark hole to climb out of, but definitely within your grasp. try not to do anything that affects your life in a negative way; keep your head up and stay around people who care about you. and stay away from treadmills |
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Go with the "don't need to be doing this" feeling and spend some time with friends who can help you through it, dude. You'll be much better off. |
Yea. I think I will do this. Probably go straight to my buddy's house after work and just chill there for a while. Have him babysit me lolol |
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that's a dark hole to climb out of, but definitely within your grasp. try not to do anything that affects your life in a negative way; keep your head up and stay around people who care about you. and stay away from treadmills |
Thank aril. I appreciate your words. |
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no problem.
PS: let's start a grunge band |
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lol my buddy ryan would so be willing to play in that. hes stuck in the 90s(musically) his favorite bands are nirvana and the smashing pumpkins. thats not to say he doesn't listen to other stuff but those were his "firsts" and still listens to them to this day. |
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Fuck, I'd totally do a grunge band. Soundgarden + Alice In Chains + first Pearl Jam album all night long, baby! |
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sorry to hear it. best of luck. |
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You need to become a friend of Bill's. Go to a meeting. June 4th I'll have 10 years without booze. |
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Grunge FTW.
Relapsing FTL, but what Aril and Goat are suggesting FTW. You can do this, man. |
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will you be in my century media gift bag? |
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my friend just went to rehab for dis poop... sigh... stay clean while u still can broooo |
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Thanks for uplift guys. I posted this thread thinking it would make for some sort of interesting original content. Ya know being the nerd I am ^_^. lol To tell you the truth I was expecting to get trolled instead of supported. It is the internet after all. Gotta expect that shit rofl. |
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While I have no clue what it's like to be addicted to Heroin, and I don't know you at all, I really hope that you muster the ability to get through this tough time you're having and kick that shit.
I know it's not this simple, but DON'T DO IT. It'll never be worth it. Go to a meeting, call a friend, play some music, take a walk..... Anything else.
I've had a couple close friends get into trouble with cocaine, and it's a sad thing.
Be well man.
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HOW MANY OF YOU HAVE HAD ANAL SEX? |
And being with a man doesn't count!
Sheep anal > human anal |
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let's start a grunge band |
Ha!!! |
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stay strong bro...try to find strength anywhere you can |
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i'm going to get back into actually playing music more often to keep myself busy. being a musician i am always surrounded by it but i have really put off playing recently. |
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THERE ARE NO GRAB BAGZ, ONLY WEED IS REEL.
Seriously, though. Fuck that shit, do whatever you can in your power to stay away. Friends, family & music, that's all you need. |
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My friend! Get away from it. Imagine how hard it was to kick before, why let it get so hard again. You know how much harder it will be if you get sick. Much respect, I hope for the best. |
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Yeah, the dope sick sucks the cack. puking, shitting, cold, hot, aches, major pain, anxiety through the ceiling, all the worst shit. Hope you make it through the day! |
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I just realized I said major pain
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I make a call, so far to fall
Restless craving,
inundating
The summer snow,
but it's not cold
Once it's tested,
thus infected
I've lost myself again
I've lost myself again
it's a nightmare,
but it's clear
it will end, but then?
The break of day,
I rot away
With every breath,
I pray for death
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phil anselmo proves that there is no such thing as a functioning junky. |
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congrats on getting signed
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i thought that said "instant trim shot" and was expecting it to be waay hawter |
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FUCKIN HOT
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You can almost see a lil bush |
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i thought that said "instant trim shot" and was expecting it to be waay hawter |
someone should make that a real website...like every time you visit it, its just a different picture of a vag |
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i've seen what this shit can do to people first hand, stay away man...and good goddamned luck |
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i thought that said "instant trim shot" and was expecting it to be waay hawter |
someone should make that a real website...like every time you visit it, its just a different picture of a vag |
epic idea |
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i've seen what this shit can do to people first hand, stay away man...and good goddamned luck |
thank you sir. |
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Well its almost clock out time from work. I made the day so far without skipping out to drive to fitchburg lol |
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I make a call, so far to fall
Restless craving,
inundating
The summer snow,
but it's not cold
Once it's tested,
thus infected
I've lost myself again
I've lost myself again
it's a nightmare,
but it's clear
it will end, but then?
The break of day,
I rot away
With every breath,
I pray for death
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White Slavery. |
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i thought that said "instant trim shot" and was expecting it to be waay hawter |
someone should make that a real website...like every time you visit it, its just a different picture of a vag |
Isn't that what RTTP is? |
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i thought that said "instant trim shot" and was expecting it to be waay hawter |
someone should make that a real website...like every time you visit it, its just a different picture of a vag |
Isn't that what RTTP is? |
touche good sir |
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Did ya make it through the rest of the day? |
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yea i made it. got your email too. |
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glad to hear you made it through the day. |
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yea i made it. got your email too. |
Cool mang... |
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reim, if you wanna talk sometime i'm in an outpatient program (not methadone) for similar issues and it works great. Call me, it could work for you too. |
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Hey Reimroc, I am in the same situation as you. I attend 3-4 NA meetings a week and it really helps me out. I am in the same boat as you, I was heavilly addicted to heroin. Relapse is the worst but it happens man, no one is perfect. You just have to learn from it. Just remember, if you relapse, let it be that one time but if you continue to use its only going to get worse man! Dont let that shit grab you under again. If you ever think of using again, dont be afraid to call someone, talk to someone, post on rttp. Good luck brother, hit me up anytime if you need any words of encourgement |
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Yea I could do that. I just hate this teeter-tottering feeling i have of "oh well i already relapsed so what will one more time hurt" and "man i don't need to be doing this shit"
SUCKS |
don't do it again, someone in my family just died because of this. |
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Hey Garret, come on down to WUML and hang tonight if you're looking to keep yourself otherwise occupied... |
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I'm going out to a meeting tonight. Maybe two. |
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SHOOT YOURSELF IN THE HEAD YOU JUNKIE SCUMBAG!! HAHAHAHAHAHAAAA |
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DRINK SOME GANSETTS AND FUCK SOME WHOOWAHHS, ITS OK TO BE HAAHD AS A BAHHNACLE |
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SWITCH TO DUB-STEP NITROUS ORGIES OR YOU ARE A PUSSY. |
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How bout some seriousness, assholes. |
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Looks like he is doing well on the last report, cool bro! |
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Yea I'm alive and well. Been keeping myself in check since I used. Of course I'm craving in my mind but I don't have any physical withdrawls or anything so its been fairly easy to keep myself away from doing it again. Lastly thanks for your support and kind words guys. |
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Keep yo head up, nigga!!! |
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Keep yo head up, nigga!!! |
thanks playa playa |
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Sho nuff
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stay clean man, dont liet you life turn into a horrorfest like it was |
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Life is worth living, man. Think positive. |
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I have been thinking quite positive. I really don't want to go back to the way is was a couple years ago. |
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Again Reim, call me. If you aren't familiar with the suboxone program, you should be. Combined with meetings and counseling it's the best thing i ever did. |
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Again Reim, call me. If you aren't familiar with the suboxone program, you should be. Combined with meetings and counseling it's the best thing i ever did. |
I am quite familiar with suboxone. My buddy used to be on that but is now on the methadone. |
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y don't you get into the program? It works wonders. (when done correctly in correlation w/counseling.) |
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